Dax,

I was stationed at Eglin Air Force Base on September 11, 2001. The attack was shocking, confusing, terrifying, and motivating all at the same time. I saw the buildings burning, and I wanted to run into them and carry out as many people as I could, but I couldn’t. I was too far away. The time after the attack was so confusing because I was so angry, and so powerless against an attack like that. Even though I was a part of the greatest air force in the world, I wasn’t ready for it. There are no answers in this anecdote, just me admitting that I was angry, scared, powerless, etc.

As I get ready for your arrival, and the country is contemplating the 10 year anniversary of the attack, I wanted to say that sometimes you’ll also be angry, scared, powerless, etc. Be careful how you react to these emotions. You’re right to feel them, but don’t let them rule your life. Don’t let them override your better judgement about right and wrong. Be brave, trusting, hopeful, and kind, but careful. Safety first, always. (Just like your mom, you’ll probably get sick of me saying that) Be vigilant for danger, but more importantly be vigilant for the good things in life.